nk balik..

ok,aku skng tgh stat usha tiket flight pulang ke trg..
hoho,xsabar nk balik.., nk melengkapkan idop aku yg xlengkap ag ni..,hehe

sempurnakan hidupku di semporna..

ok..,ni rentetan crite yg membawa aku ke sini pada hari ini..semporna..
bermula dengan penginapan di kl, hotel goldcourse,klang.. 2 hari, 1 mlm..
dan bergerak ke kk.., menginap di 1borneo, 3 hari,2mlm..
then bergerak ke tawau...ke semporna.. dan kesekolah..

pada hari pertama smpai di semporna..,excited nk naik bot p skolah..
4 min naik bot, aku smpailaa di jeti di pulau bum bum..
perjalanan di atas jeti tu mengambil masa 5 minit menuju ke stesen bus(pdhal xde bus pon,ada van je)..
then kena amek van ke sekolah,mengambil masa 7 minit..
ok.., smpai disekolah.., perasaan sedih mula membelenggu diri..,
aku rs mcm sgt lemah dan xmampu untuk bertahan..
nyaris2 air mata ini ingin menampakkan dirinya..
aku kuatkan sisa2 semangat yg ada dgn mempamerkan senyuman yg bisa menutup luka di jiwa..
selesai melapor diri dgn pengetua.., aku pun pergi ke jeti untuk balik ke semporna..

tanpa diduga,hujan lebat melanda,.dengan beg yg berat,aku gagahkan langkah bersama beberapa org cikgu lama yg setia memberikan pertolongn tnpa bosan..

air mata sedikit bergenang dek ditambah lagi dgn air hujan yg tempias di muka..
dan setelah smpi di semporna,menuju ke rumah ckgu2 bujang untuk sementara waktu sblm mendapat rumah..dan disinilah aku pd mlm ni...

xsanggup ku berbicara dgn ibuku,ayahku,matdenku..
kerana mendgrkan suara mereka..membuatkan airmata ini setia menunjukkan dirinya..
owh,hati..sabarlah... semoga engkau trus tabah di perantauan,,
semoga dikau akan tersenyum puas pada akhirnya..

this is love

i love matden so much.., damn much..
i accept his bad.., just like he try to accept mine..
i slept with his nice smell that still left on the pillow..,
i still can feel him around here..
i still want to see his smile..
i still want him to stay..

and all of it,i still want to be urs..,
may aimi n aizu will have their own good life together...

teruja

aku sedang menanti esok pagi dengan sabarnye..,
cptlaa esok pg.., so many things in my mind..,
yg penting semoga perjalananmu selamat pergi dan slamat smpai..

we're ready now

I'm ready for more
The feelin' now that I'm beside you
We'll open the door
Do anything that we decide to
And I know that there's something that's just out of sight
And I feel like I'm finally seeing the light
Holdin' on girl I know it's right
I know it's right
We're ready!


You and I
We'll find a reason
To simplify a change of season
And I feel like it's time we were off on our way
We can go so much farther than we've come today
Holdin' on girl and come what may
Come what may
We're ready! C'mon
We can find a way


We're ready now
Catchin' a wave to ride on
Steady now
headin' where we decide on
And I know that there's something that's just out of sight
And I feel like we're trying to do something right
Come on make it if we hold on tight
Hold on tight
We're Ready! C'mon We're ready
We're ready

We're ready, 1...2...3...4...

We can find a way. We're ready now, oooh we're ready now.

We're ready now.

can't wait!!

alhamdulillah.., selesai satu hari kursus kawen..
tinggl esok satu ari ag.., chaiyok2!

then.., matden will be here..,
for goodbye? huhu...,

pintaku

ya allah..,
berikanlah sedikit kebahagiaan untukku..,
dalam mengharungi hidup..,
permudahkanlah segala urusanku..amin..

tahniah kwn2

congrats fella..,
especially to wacan,haida,nabila,matden n ibah..,
dpt tmpt posting yg sgt best!!!!!!!
xpe..,best pe dpt sabah..,aku pernh duk sana aku taulaa..,haha

to matden, jgn sedih2..,
adalaa tu hikmahnye.,menguji sesuatu..
if kite kuat,kite menanglaa..,ok?
bestlaa kamu dpt kedah..,jgn lupe visit sy di sana k..,

Jangan menangis Nurani
Jangan bersedih Nurani
Pandanglah bintang
Pandanglah langit
Kita tak ubah debu jadinya

Jangan menyesal Nurani
Jangan berdendam Nurani
Apa dah tulis Apa dah Takdir
Kita tak mampu meronaknya

Biarkan saja masa ( lalu )
Yang membongkar rahsia ( kita )
Mengapakah kita bertemu
Dan berpisah ( kasihku )

Sedang cinta kita
Bukan kita yang menyusun
Alkisah sampai ke akhir cerita
Oohh…


biarpun zahir berjauhan
biarpun batin bersempadan
kasih terhijab masih menyimpan
cinta rapi di dalam..

biarpun zahir berjauhan
biarpun batin bersempadan
kasih terhijab masih menyimpan
cinta rapi di dalam..

i'm just relieved but not feel happy

first of all..,alhamdulillah coz dpt posting kt sabah..,

but all of all.., i'm just relieved but not feel happy..,
moneys can't make me happy when all i have is here..

selamat tinggal semua.., aku pergi merantau demi berbakti pd negara..,
to matden.., no words can describe bout my feelings rite now..,

melaka cruise river..

That moment...,

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

mmg hampeh r pemandu boat ni,pasang lagu jiwang plak.., adoi.., sabarlaa wahai hati..,