black spot in my life

Something happened which is totally changed my life.. i said TOTALLY k.., but to share here is forbidden.., huhu.. coz very personal and hurted...., but for sure, there is sumone outher who was unforgiven and never been accepted... everyting changed.... everything.. but i'm still hoping for a thing to happen.., and life back to normal..., but hard to say it right now, coz this thing just happen.. even my life get harder now.., i'm still appreciate what i've, lot of thanks to my greatest man..., for being there always..,